Sometimes I feel like an idiot because I get myself into situations that were totally preventable. I make things much harder on myself and in the end ask myself why I’m so stressed out, and why this is happening to me. I try to come up with excuses even though I know that it’s pointless. I ask myself, “What’s wrong with me?” and sit around contemplating my life. Then I try to figure out what I should do, and it usually involves me panicking while I try fix the mess I’ve made. Sadly I end up lying awake at night with hundreds of questions running through my brain….
At times like this, I really don’t like myself.
Just felt like sharing that today…it’s been a rough week.